I Love Halloween

So last year on Halloween I was spending the evening at somebodies house and on the bus headed home I looked up and saw this. What is this? Why it is a SUV on fire. I think it was a Chevy Suburban. As we rolled past it I was able to get my phone open in time to snap this. I was pretty proud of myself. Anyway I thought this would be a good thing to put up because I haven't had any time to do any real editing of my images recently. So I thought tis the season and I had this posted at photobucket. I actually meant to post last night but instead I crashed out on the couch in a matter of minutes. I got Davin to lay down and I was right behind him falling asleep. I got a lead on a job today that I am going to follow up on in the morning. Fingers crossed, because if I can talk my way into it there would be almost half again wage increase. I know the person doing the hiring and she is pretty cool with me. Wish me luck. Wait a minute I don't need luck. All I need to do is take a step off the ledge and the job will be mine.

Something By Vincent

I don't have a whole lot to say today. I have a bunch of things happening and yet nothing going on. I need to remember to be patient. The things that I want to work out will do so according to the way they need to be. I just gotta keep getting up and going to work everyday and before I know it then I will be where I want and doing what I want.

I met this girl today named Portland (I actually didn't ask her what her name is) and she and I chatted for a while via texting. I thought "nothing ventured nothing gained" and so I gave her my number. Well she thought it was cute and I will try to talk to her agian soon. I don't really care if anything comes of it between her and I. I am just feeling pretty good about the fact that I had the balls to do it and it seemed like it worked out.

My dad said something to me today that I really like. He told me that I was sensitive. He meant it in such a way that I am sensitive to what others are feeling and how to treat them. Also that I can take stock of the overall mood of a group of people and be able to do or say the best thing at the time. Well that is why I think Portland liked how I introduced myself.

This image by the way is from a file I found somewhere. I think it is a drawing done in charcoal. It was done by Vincent van Gogh, probably while he was in his preacher phase.

Happy Birthday Grandma Ruth

Today is the day you turn Ninety years old. Sadly you are no longer around from me to call you and tell you "I Love You". I haven't even been to see your grave. Because Grandma I haven't been back to my hometown for far to long. I know that you are no longer worrying about the day to day stuff we mortals do, but I wonder if you ever look down on us to see if we learned what you taught us. You were so small in stature and so great in spirit and I can't say that I have met a person who is stronger than you. When I was a kid I really didn't like going to do yardwork at your house, now looking back 15 years later I sure do appreciate those afternoons spent in your backyard. I do wish I knew you better, now that I am older, because I really have very few memories of you. I remember on some days after school you giving me toast and milk and that I ate it appreciatively but honestly that was an awful combination. I remember that you drove a land-yacht around town even when you had to see what was in front of you by looking through the steering wheel. Grandma Ruth I Love You, Happy Birthday.

No Image Today

I am not at all in the mood today to edit and post an image. So I am not going to. I wish I knew what to do, wait I do know what to do. I just wish it were easier to do what I want to do. I feel strongly about where I want to be and although I was a little fickle for a minute I believe that I have it down now. I am going to put pen to paper tonight and woprk it out a little more, but I am sure about what needs to happen for me. You see I am far from happy at the moment and I think I know how to get myself to a happy place in my life.

Should I Stay or Should I Go?

This is another image I took in Seattle. It is over a door that I used to walk past at least a half dozen times a week. So this week I am supposed to reach out to a guy that I used to work for at a ski resort near Seattle. I am kinda torn, I want to go and live there really bad but I feel like I should remain here in Phoenix. I know what my dad would tell me, that I should pray about it. And I believe that doing so actually means to search my heart to find the answer. I wish that it was an easy thing to do, you know just decide and do it. However I just don't know. The problem with that is that by not choosing you let the choice decide for you. I suppose that I am going to send the email and go from there. Oh and I meant to get on and post yesterday but got a little tied up with taking care of the demonboy. I sure do love that kid but he is quite the handful.

The Walking Dead

I am so exhausted and just like my girl Alice I feel like the walking dead. I feel like I am following footsteps of someone or something which I can't see. I work a whole lot doing sometimes useless pointless stuff. What's more I really hate people. The ironic thing about that is that I work in customer service and have to help these freaking imbeciles all day long. So once again I am going to cut this a bit short and lay my head on my pillow until I fall asleep.